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Nov. 15th, 2004 @ 05:51 pm Oh oh oh yeah baby
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Manson- Tainted Love
I sorta hooked up with this girl. I got her number and hopefully somethig will happen. Life has been either shitty or great lately.
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Nov. 7th, 2004 @ 12:49 am (no subject)
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Niravana- Silver
This year has been shitty. We might move and I just haven't had a whole lot of fun. I've had 3 days where I really honestly had a blast, Snocore and Coheed with Liz and Six Flags with Jessy and John. I think I've made some choices that might be bad in the short term but good in the long term, lets hope I'm right. If I'm wrong I'll admit to it and take responsibility for my actions. There is this one girl and she makes me feel good. I like her a lot but she has a boyfriend right now, but I don't care I can wait. No it's not Toni. The point is I really like her a lot and we have hung out quite a bit and I just realized it but we tell each other a lot of things it just comes out naurally. So yeah this entry goes from "I hate this shit" to "I think I'm in love" or whatever LOL.
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Nov. 6th, 2004 @ 01:02 am (no subject)
Current Mood: Fuck the World
Current Music: Heretic Athem - Slipknot
This has just been shitty year that smells worse every day. Got burned pretty damn bad at work and I hate everything.
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Nov. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:59 am (no subject)
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Man I'm so tired. Matt and I got our asses kicked last night at work. This saturday, I'm going to hang out with this girl I met named Jaimie hopefully something will happen
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Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 01:27 am (no subject)
Current Mood: Inhuman
Current Music: Clown
Friday after work Charles and hungout. Then went to the lateshow and got drunk at Jill's afterwards. Zach was there was was trashed and depressed I know what it's like to feel that way. Anyway Charles and went to bed at 7 am saturday over at Johns lol then had to work.
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Oct. 30th, 2004 @ 12:33 pm Stolen from John who stole it from someone
Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Music: Papa Roach- Dead Cell

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Oct. 25th, 2004 @ 04:41 pm First post in a long ass time
Current Mood: Alive and still kicking
Current Music: Cuts Marked in the March of Men- Coheed and Cambria
A lot has happened between now and my last post mainly parties and getting favors. I'm in danger of failing my senior year cuz I don't do homework. My back is still fucked from my wreck and my head is constantly hurting like a bitch. Anyway last night I went to the Coheed and Cambria concert with Liz, where we met up with Weeman and Zach. It was a BLAST. Although I would have prefered if Charles could have went with me instead. Oh yeah I also got a car, a 1994 Ford Escort. I'll start posting more often.
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 02:37 pm This is a long journal entry
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: Ones-KoRn
I am starting to think there is something seriously wrong with me. I haven't held my food down very well recently, migrane headaches that last 12 hours although I can block those out and function pretty well through the pain. My vision has gotten worse and I have been getting worn out real quick. Right now I don't want to know, maybe it's just exaustion from not sleeping enough but its hard to sleep when you feel like you've been kicked in the stomach and need to vomit. I am going to quit smoking. Bowling party is tomorrow for winning the inspection, sounds like fun, Jessy you are going end of story. I work 11:30 to 1:30 tomorrow yeah a bullshit shift and its up front so it's going to be easy all I am going to have to do is wipe the tables and call DRTs. I miss my dad, alot. I wish he was here I'd be so much happier. I'm looking forward to Six Flags. Charles and I want to start a fight club, for some reason I feel liberated after a fight even if I get fucked up, which has happend once or twice. There is something about dominating another human being and looking ito their eyes and seeing the fear, them knowing if you wanted to you could kill them. Don't get me wrong I try to avoid fights over stupid stuff but sometimes you have to throw down it's a matter of pride. The fight club is different its not two people settleing a problem with each other, its two people helping each other. I came to a realization, that this other girl I like will most likely never ever like me, sucks. Oh, well I guess I'll have to try and find someone at school, I know lots of girls who like me, but I don't like them. School is starting on the 18th, I hate that place. If you have never been to public school you're so lucky, its the worst place people who have never met me will come up and call me a faggot or queer. I get called "devil worshiper" by the blacks, or I like to call them the people God left in the oven to long. I'm going with Jamie wednesday to go see Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, that movie looks so righteous. Saturday I work 8-12 so after work I'm going to try and go to the mall to buy school cloths, if anybody I know wants to come call me.

Goals for my senior year- Do at least half of my assinments, kick anyones ass who talks shit to me, kill anyone to touches my sister after she say for them not to, kill Sean Seay, fuck up anyone who messes with David, Charles brother who's going to be a freshman, come to school drunk and make it through the day, get a blowjob at school, streak during the homecomming game with Charles, whip my cock out in front of a class, urinate in someones drink, spill milk on myself so I can go home, paddle 10 freshman on freshman friday (if I can get my ass beat by 20 people on my freshman friday they can take a few whacks), try to fuck Ms Campesse, cut pinkslips recieved from 10 to 5 at least, try not to get suspended when if I fight, and last but certainly not least get good grades.

Well I am feeling shitty but I can't stop typing. Gage and the crew are having a party at the Motel 8 and they had some alchol, and they invited me, guess why cuz they wanted me to buy more booze for them. I told them maybe but I didnt go. If they really wanted there they would have invited me before. Maybe I'm thinking to much but its things like that make me feel used. They probably didn't mean anything by it. I'm going to try and stop being overly generous so that people that get to know will like me for me not cuz I'll buy them something although don't get me wrong it I dont mind doing it, I need to just stop now.
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Aug. 4th, 2004 @ 12:05 am Lestat is Hot
Current Mood: Just there
Current Music: Queen of the Damned Soundtrack
Charles and I slept in until 1 PM, seriously we did cuz we lazy assholes. Jenna called at 1 and wanted to know if it was still okay for her and Jake to come over, so they did and we watched Queen of the Damned and that movie kicked so much ass. Anyway Charles called off work so that Jeff would call in and close and he would cover one of Jeff's shifts well Jeff didnt call in and Antwoine who was supposed to didn't either so they called me, it was my day off, and asked if I'd close. I said yes cuz I really sincerly love my job. I got there and clocked in worked my white ass off. I dropped 37 fishes in one pot and only two stuck together and they were joined at the ass so that shouldn't count. We got done and left and now I'm bored. Oh and if everything goes as planned I will be taking over payments for my dad's Mustang GT cuz he wants to buy a 2005 Mustang GT, I might be getting a beast of a car YAY me.
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Aug. 2nd, 2004 @ 08:05 am It's fighting time.
Lets see I fucked some wigger dude up at a gas station so yeah my hand hurts and work has been fun.

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