A lot shit has went down lately. It makes me sad to see everything falling apart. It makes me sick to watch friendships ruined, over stupid things that 10 years from now we will laughing at. Zach won't go out with Liz cuz I like her, he asked if it would make me uncomfortable and I said sorta but that you should go out with her cuz she likes you and I don't own her, HE not me made the choice but I'm hated for it. I'm not losing sleep over it but it makes me sad, Liz was one of the only people I tell things to that I can't tell anyone else. Charles and as far as I know Jessy aren't mad at me over the Toni finding out. I just want my friends, even the ones who hate me and blame me for things to be happy. I also found out the true situation where my dad's at. It's not getting covered but his friend back home who does intelligence told us that almost everyday they are getting attacked over and over, so that is making depressed. I knew it was dangerous but from the way he described it, its fucking scary. I wish I could see my dad and give him a hug or something. Hell I need a hug I haven't had a real hug in so long. I am think of doing something, but would it help in the long run no, but in the short term yes.